Now you're gone, what am I gonna do?
I'm so empty: My heart, my soul can't go on... Go on without you...


Jay, I'm sorry, I'm not that strong enough.

Finally, it had all been decided. You'll never come back. My heart hurts for the past few days, from all the issues. It's never that complicated before, but now, I know the results. I thank God that you'll never ever return to that company, never return to your so-called brothers, but regret that I'll never see you again. Everyday I'll wonder where you are, what you're doing, how are you etc. The missing never stops once...

Still miss you Jay, and will never forget.