Nice word, I like the original words more than the simplified ones. At least they provides a more meaningful meaning. Like this word 聴, (from Mdm Cheah) it means use your ear to listen, give 100% full attention, eyes always concentrate on one thing/ person, and give your heart to the thing/ person. But the simplified 听, it means you talk more than you listen, which is no good. LOL. I think it's somehow means like that.

Okayyyyy. Life's great + wonderful = I LOVE IT! :D Because my life revolves around with great and crazy peeps - Cheryl Eunice Puaysee Sha and Yingying. I'm grateful that my mom actually sent me to this school. If I'm not here, I won't experience and learnt from many things that happened in my 4 years life. If I'm not here, I won't know my crazy friends and perhaps I'll still be an introvert la. Okay, I'm still am now but not as serious as 3 years back hor!

Heh heh heh, me so happy now. Me is a happy girl. :D

Okay actually not but I'm telling myself now and then that I'll think of him so often now but... Okay Puaysee you win liao. ): I cannot. Sigh, anyone can use a hammer or bat to hit my head so I'll suffer from concussion and forget the past? Wait no! I don't want to forget my friends!
Forget it.

Oh ya, sometimes I feel that I'm a failure. I failed to be a good daughter in my dad's eyes cos it's either his expectation is too high or I'm giving myself too much stress alr. It seems that I always couldn't do a simple shit right. I wanna be a successful woman in the near future, but I doubt so now.

I failed to be a good student in some teachers' eyes too. I slept in class and not concentrated enough. I can see disappointment in their eyes. I don't want it too, you think I like it? But I can't help it. School hours are long and everytime I go home it's alr late in the afternoon or maybe evening time alr. Then I still need to bathe eat what shit lei. Even if I minus away watching tv time and going out with friends, I'll not have the time to do finish a day's works. Teachers are so selfish, they keep throwing homework to us as though we're attending their own subject only. zzz, can't they be more considerate?

I failed to be a good friend too. I feel that I can never communicate well with my friends, maybe I'm just too introvert alr. I want to crap with them too, but when it comes to only my friend and I, I'll tend to be damn quiet. I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe that's why I'm a weird person. Maybe I should learn how to be an extrovert, be more sociable and guailan with people. :D


I WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON AND I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!
You must help me through too. (:

I need my subconscious mind now. It tells me everything I need to do. Oh motivation. (:

SHA UPDATE! :D

I'm missing you, right here.
But you'll never realise.