Lots of thing running through my mind now.
Negative.


Sigh, have thousand of things to rant, to say about.
Okay, exaggerating.

I want to tell somebody a lot of things. I need her, coz she seems to be the one that knows and understands how I feel? People around me may seems to care about me, but they don't. I know they don't. Friends? Hah, it's just a word only. I need more than a friend, say soulmate? Someone who can understand me, who knows how I feel and won't leave me when I need him/ her very badly.
But who can be the one? You?

Ah, it sucks. Totally sucks. Ugh, I have the urge to say something, but I don't know what to say.

-cut-


Alright, let's not talk about this anymore. Have tons of homework left untouch but I'm just way too lazy to do now. Days are passing by very quickly and hell, why can't my only hols pass by slowly? Damn it. Seems that everything is going against me now uh. Fuck.


为什么喜欢你但是说不出来呢？
为什么我就是没有勇气去跟你说话呢？
为什么当我们失去联络时我的心情是那么的低落，感觉我的心已经死了呢？
为什么当我online却没有看见你online时我会那么的难过呢？
为什么昨天我没和你一起去看电影时我会那么伤心呢？
为什么为什么为什么？
那么多的为什么, 你能告诉我吗？
我每天都在期待你能起码message我，但是你没有。
我现在的心情很乱，超乱的。
好难过好难过喔，难过到想死掉。